9:43 PM
Life is always full of unexpected events, fortunate and unfortunate. No one can really predict what happens in the tommorow, or even the next second. Nothing is assured, nothing stays constant.
Recently there seem to be disease and death around wherever i go, everything i see or everything i hear about. Bout a month ago my grand-dad, a hale and healthy and strong man, juz had stomach cancer and was last stage. Operation din work and now had to undergo chemo, which juz means its prolonging his life.
Then, a classmate of mine's mum juz passed away. He always look kinda sad, no1 knew why and then we heard the news. Preparing to go to the wake tomorrow with the class. Perhaps i am easily affected, when i go to the hospital to visit my grandpa, all the patients there juz made the air extremely dense and hard to breathe. The look in their eyes are really not tat of a normal person.
It seem just so sudden, like a month ago he was still cooking our favourtie stuff for us to eat, and he was always a great cook. I guess the world is juz not as happy as it seem to be. Alot of things are happening whcih are beyond our control. So it seems that the best option would be to try to control what is within our grasp, and to make wads best of the worst.....
~Sighx
