8:41 PM
W00t first day of work. Kinda sucky, first day of work as IT executive and all the internet dieded on the same day i came. The taiwan quake thing really casued alot of trouble for our network. But guess in the end we figured its the quake and not our server's fault haha!!
Kinda tiring, cause haven been waking up so early. Sigh, so sad la, Quake made all the connections in hk taiwan and china. Seem to hav so much stuff i want to sae but no opportunity, hav to be patient i guess =(
Listened to the song alot of times haha, guess its a nice song, part of e lyrics hit mi on the head, ouch. 错失太易爱得太迟....我怎想到....她忍不到那日子 and the very last sentence!!!
世界有太多东西发生.....不要等到天上俯瞰!
~Sighx
11:05 AM
Ok i was exceedingly bored. So i kinda completed the stupid gundam shawn gave me and decided to take some photos haha. Think maybe i deprived childhood, now so fascinated. Actually i am still quite =.=ll from jan's present, so i took them both tgh to see the contrast.
Sigh, later must go out to buy all my office wear, and its still raining like mad. argh tml start work, hope everything goes smoothly, it kinda suck to be the only person doing that job in the company, if i dunno anitink no1 can help mi...sigh
What a stark contrast,in the pressies.
Completed providence with romantic photo frame...=.=
Argh its the scary photoframe!!!
argh, zi high, shoot e photoframe!!
~Sighx
9:02 PM
Today was kinda rushed, woke up replied cao and then ate lunch. Hahx think my mum not very happy that i been out everyday until quite late. But no choice la, Shawn just came back from NS, must go see him mah.Went over 2 his house. Kinda rushed din buy him a present coz very last minute la, now must go buy him a present liaoz. argh jeremy just had to link everything to felix, i dunno why, but nvm, they are totally different with nothing nothing really nothing in common.
Guess not easy for shawn to come out from ns, only can book out on xmas. We kinda sat down and talk rubbish for damn long la, like all the past stuff also come out. Stupid eugene din come to our mini reunion. Receieved a gundam figurine from shawn, omg its freaking hard to do, abit bored so took pictuers of it while i still tring to fix it, quite fast le la must say. But really la, why he buy this!!! argh!!! so ma fan haha.
Jeremy's the best, he bought porn magazine from japan and gave it to shawn. Guess its the right kinda gift, but not really for the occasion. =.=ll Starting work this wednesday, msut go buy all my stuff tml, sian.
Hahs, holding up the incomplete piece of gundam against the box.
my messy table with my accounting notes, my driving theory book and the gundam...=.=ll
~Sighx
8:50 PM
Woke up freaking early today to go for work. Selling uniforms at chong boon sec. Wah sey, the pay is so low i wun hav gone if not for edwin's urgent request. $37.50 we slogged until 3pm la. Its really slogging. Yesterday was posting results and today the queue was like O_O long. I met up with rina first at AMK then we went over together.
Got some girl there who really looked very familiar to me. forgot her name, Chuan something. Hahx, she whole day look as if she very wei chu liddat, quite funny. But she came alone la, quite sad like dunno ani1. At least i could still talk to rina during work. Rina and me like both kinda stone in the morning, then got the first customer.
The first customer was this spoilt HK brat. He came with his nice mum, then they like converse in canto. Maybe i watch too mcuh TVB can understand abit. Wah sey his mum ask him to try the shorts. Then he kept screaming dun want in canto.....can't realli put pingying, but damn loud la. Then he finally tried it, then he keep asking his mum, happi? happi??? happi??????? Me and rina like looked at each other and wanted to slap him. He even take off e shorts and hit his mum la, later lei gong sure pi him.
After the first few customers came, the entire giant freak queue came la, damn scary. I din tink that we could actually finsih it. And every1 seem to be from the red house, damn freakin scary, ran outta the shirts then got so many hard customers.
After tat we collect our pitiful paycheck of 37.50. Then we went to eat and left bout 30bucks. We were tinking of eating da chan then spend everything, but tink we cry after that. We kinda talked for very long la, like until 5+. Then went home, got a small pleasant surprise and went to sleep haha.
~Sighx
12:42 PM
Hahx, been feeling much better now that everything is sort of settled. Its a kinda magical feeling that everything happened so fast, like a miracle. But well. Kinda sucky that i missed the phone promotion. Free 6280 by juz extending my plan, argh! i wanted that phone. Now i hav to wait until like for christmas or new year offers, hope singtel has some good offers that i can have.
It really sucks to see that tat guy is sorta obsessed, like abit ba dao. Although its, nvm dun talk bout it. Yest was quite funny, edwin and i were sorta talking hell lot of crap about nicks. Haha, he seems quite sharp whenever sumtink related to it happens. Oh well, its not anything i try to hide.
Starting work on 27th. But now i go buy xmas gifts like going to be broke. Damn sad la, and summore i bet they giv like monthly de, means i finsih all my work then get one lump sum. OMG, then i gonna be broke for very long, then after that small windfall. Argh i dun wan that, dman sian.
Thinking of what to buy for my family. But after i get the money xmas n new year all over. Buy gift as what. Heck la, just buy haha. Maybe buy choya for my mum, she always seem to be drinking like a fish when it comes to choya, too sweet for my liking though.
Then there are so many dinners to prepare, argh. Christmas dinner, Class christmas dinner, then got send off dinner also......sigh
~Sighx
2:05 PM
Everything is settled by now. Seriously, none of us really expected such a turnout. We just had no idea why it suddenly just happened. Everything just seemed so drama. We felt real bad, as if we did something wrong, but i am quite sure that there are no right or wrongs.
Everything would just come to a standstill till about jan. But the parting was fulfilling. She is leaving for awhile, and we solved eveythting b4 that. We managed to understand everything, and that we got to know everything. After the many conversations tat we had, we finally realised what really mattered
That man came today also. Its a feeling that i really owe him something. He came for 5 mins. His presense was almost ignored and then he just left. I just kept quiet in a corner observing. he doesn't know my involvement, it suck.
Then, i called mr wushu today. He dinno who i was cept tat i was calling on behalf of someone else. I told him that the person really did not want to receive his gift. He almost air mailed it. It felt kinda weird talking to someone i didn't know. But oh well, i called and i told him quite directly.
Dunno why, but these few days are really havoc. So many things happening at the same time, i just dunno what to do. Yet, everything seem to work out at the last moment, and i seem to be making all the right decisions when i go with my feelings. Perhaps it was a right thing to do, to do what i really want to do. Anyway, i have some free time to spare until jan. By then i should be working already, and perhaps studying accounts, i feel that my life is in control. For once.
~Sighx
3:12 PM
In the end i tried. Dunno if i did the right thing. But i still did. I didn't want to lose. I was already lagging behind. If i did not try something for myself, i am going to regret it. Showhand with 10m at casino royale poker. I was so deathly afraid. One last card to be revealed. I feel that i stand a chance, yet why do i feel so insecure. Am i afraid that the opponent had a royal flush.
Oh well, i realised that my posts are weird. I can't really think of a better way to put it. Forget it, not writing anymore haha
~Sighx
8:01 AM
The game score is now 69 - 70. I have a free throw. There were 20s more to the game. I didn't want to win. i felt that there was totally no point if i threw the ball at all. Even if i won, nothing would have worked, the trophy wun last, and it wasn't important. If by winning everyone felt bad in the end, i would have rather not thrown it at all.
I threw an air ball. It didn't even touch the hoop. I felt so relieved, as if i didn't need to think anymore. There were 20s left into the game and i had no more chance of winning. I felt good doing it, as if other people would have been happier. someone called for a timeout. I was talked to.
There were so many reasons i threw an air ball i couldn't remember all of them. Yet, after talking i felt so regretful. I felt evil, i was going against my principals if i wanted to win again. Some things happened. They already know i wanted to give up. They were celebrating their victory already. It would be so evil to go against what i said.
Yet, at that point of time i really wanted to win. It is when i saw the trophy again i really felt that i wanted to win so badly. Yet, they were my friends, how was it possible to try to win when they already guessed you didn't? Isn't that backstabbing? There were so many thoughts in my mind i can't see any clear paths. what should i do. Should i be really fighting for the victory? 20s is not alot of time.
By going for the victory i am going against all my principals. It made me wonder, does it always pay to be feeling for others. There is no definite right or wrong answers. Gazing at the trophy, i can never decide.
I clenched my fists and thought, I am a joke........
~Sighx
9:45 PM
Just came back from chalet. It was so fun. Still must thank yihui for making us all the minicards made up of photos and her drawings. They were so nice la, and she like worked till 5am everyday to rush them out for chalet.
Think we are definitely much more bonded now than before, whihc is a good thing, duh. We spend alot of time together nowadays, but slowly and gradually people are leaving one by one. Guys in our class also not very enthu..other than the faithful 7 of us. The other guys aren';t really considered around actaully. I was quite surprise the girl guy ratio so "ying" haha. Usually the girls not very enthu one.
Think the guys quite bad haha. We stole the bed for the second night. so many girls were sprawling on the stairway la haha. Then it was the girls playing Xbox and the guys sleeping, ultra cute. But not our fault. We were suppose to act as if we stole thier beds, but they took such a long time bathing that all of us fall asleep. At least i woke up at 1am to get off the stupid bed haha.
Think some things are just weird. Everytime i think about it there are no ending or starting points. There are just things that i can just think about. Life is like that, sometimes you just can't fanthom it. The more you think about it, the more pointless it becomes. Shall go sleep
~Sighx
5:56 PM
Prom was a huge success, at least for our class. Me and Rudy came first and raided the hotel room. The girls were like still hvaing their hair done by the makeup artist. OMG qiu's hair still amazes me haha, she had centre parting for 2 year and suddenly drastic change, absolutely gorgeous. Then, me and rudy stole Hanyang's suit and ran off, we only returned it to him like an hour before prom haha!
The dinner was so so. But i was too busy running around and taking photos with everyone to be actually sitting down and eat. Damn sad, dunno which idiot's hand damn shaky, my camera shutter speed so good also take until so so blur, some of the photos realli cmi haha, especially the only picture of me and geok, so sad la. Shun's hair was realli nice, the tai tai hair from behind, nice curls. Hanyang's hair also not bad for a D.I.Y haha, can't believed i actually kua him haha!
Dang, they commented that i looked like Xiang Gang Hei She Hui, then would suddenly take out my chopper to qiang di pan. Damn rubbish haha, after the prom dinner we went to the giant James Bond thingy and posed like hell, the five guys all had some funky poses, but too rubbished to be posted haha.
After the dinner we went to the room and had a post prom party. Wendy became like part of our class yet again and partied with us. The best part was that wendy and vivian both got drunk up so badly. Wendy was like pulling me and screaming for the last shot of alcohol which would put her to sleep. Vivian was like supoer aggresive when i tried to steal her booze away from her. Think they really best friends man, in the drunken stupor they were still trying to ask us to take alcohol form each other. Dun let vivian drink anymore, sheis drunk.
I ended up having to take care of wendy e night, we had like the same conversation repeated 20 times. Kaiyang, when i wake up tommorrow monring i gonna remember everything i have said. I am just saying whatever comes to my mind right now. I gonna be so embarrassed, so can you give my another shot of alcohol so that i can sleep? And besically sumtink liddat. Edwin was given the tougher job of taking care of vivian, who went abit insane after getting drunk and keeps speaking nonsensically, at least wendy still talked logically haha. We still remember what vivian screamed about b4 she passed out fmro the alcohol, but its secret haha!
1960s HK Triad KY vs 1960s HK bussiness man wansun and e funny person behind dunno doing what
KY and Fuwei And Jessie, i wsn't being a lightbulb unlike e other pic
KY vs Fuwei
Yeewen chaochao and KY, you shld realli see how she walked.....
KY Yeewen Cass Ava
KY and geok and rina. Geok looked like a siao zha bo after she went to take out all the pins. Rina looked like she was thinking, what the hell is that guy in front doing...
~Sighx
